Nights of Silence

Nights of Silence

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Tirish Suresh

I often wonder if desire is the first language we learn

Before we speak, we reach

Before we understand, we want

There are days I want nothing

And days I want the world to kneel

Desire make a fool of the wise

And a god of the desperate

At night, there is a silence that grows

Until it has a spine and a name

I try to reason with it

But it only asks me questions I have no courage to answer

Why do you seek tenderness from those who cannot see you?

Why do you insist that love must come from another throat 

when yours has a heartbeat too?

I lie awake and think

Maybe the saddest part of living 

Is how much of it must be done alone

How even the softest ache echoes through a room only I will ever hear.

Who am I Meant to be?

Who am I Meant to be?